Rabu, 21 November 2012

Freedom

I am the bird who flies over the sky
I am the fish who cross over the seven oceans
I am the rain which drops all around the world
I am the sun who cover tress which golden sunshine

I am free to be the one I want to be
I have dreams, I have power to reach my goals
But without Him, the mighty Lord I am just nothing
Lords takes me out from fear,
He sets me free
My freedom is yours

Kamis, 28 Juli 2011

Wise and Wisdom

Hidup diisi dengan hal besar dan hal kecil, dan setiap hal bisa menjadikan kita besar maka lakukan setiap hal dengan sepenuh hati dan diiringin dengan niat baik.

Berkarya untuk sesama tidak harus besar ataupun diketahui oelh orang, namun yang penting berguna bagi sesama dan dilakukan dengan penuh cinta kasih serta setulus hati.

Never underestimate others since you never know their abilities inside. Every one has his own power to reach what he dreams on.

There is no exact words that can explain what love is but you are able to feel the real meaning inside your heart.

Taking the good and leave all the worse, keep changing and go forward even it is hard, you will reach all your dreams.

If you have love in your heart then you know how to appreciate and accept others unconditionally.

Cheating is not allowed in friendship, once you did it you won't be believed by others anymore. It is hard to keep your honesty, but is it more harder  to get it back once you lose it.

Beautiful moment is when you know how to appreciate time you spend for life.

Never ever blame people who cheat on you since they might have their own reason behind it, just keep thanking Lord for His blessing.

Remember the future is what you are doing now and time never wait for you so never waste every single minute you have by doing what you wish to get and keep praying since Lord will lead you to the best of life.

Jumat, 22 Oktober 2010

Deep Kiss


Hari terasa begitu cepat berlalu, hari ini sudah Jumat, artinya besok Sabtu, libur.
Asyik, gua bisa santai sejenak, bisa nonton dvd yang sudah lama menggunung dalam laciku, teriak Chessa dalam hati.
“Chessa, jangan lupa ya, I want to keep your passionate dream dalam bentuk cerita yang hot dan seru. Ga boleh pulang kalo belum selesai”.
Jack menghampiri meja Chessa, Jack membuyarkan lamuran Chessa.
Gua tahu Jack pasti tidak akan menyia-sia kan kesempatan ini. Dia pasti paham angin surga yang kuberikan padanya, gua juga membaca pikiranmu, emang enak gua berlagak pilon selama ini, guman Chessa dalam hati.

Chessa sebenarnya bisa menangkap makna tersembunyi dalam gurauan Jack yang sudah berkali-kali menebarkan jala dating invitation, namunnya sayangnya dia tidak terang-terangan, entah dia tidak begitu berani atau tidak begitu tertarik, Chessa merasa mungkin dirinya bukan style yang diinginkan oleh Jack.

Rasanya gua emang tertarik dengan pria satu ini, Jack emang asyik orangnya, tampang Ok, penampilan keren, kulitnya juga putih bersih ditambah dengan giginya yang rapi membuat senyumnya semakin renyah (potatoes chips kali…)

“Eit…jangan mendekat dulu, gua ga bisa konsentrasi menulis kalo didekati apalagi dipelototi.”
Gurau Chessa kepada Jack.
Chessa sebenarnya udah geregetan setengah mati, tapi sebagai kaum hawa rasanya dia harus pura-pura jual mahal sedikit, maklumlah emang dia lebih suka sedikit dipaksa, katanya sih lebih seru …..
Chessa sedang membayangkan bagaimana rasanya dapat vitamin C dan D dari Jack.
Vitamin C dan D yang dimaksud disini bukan vitamin sungguhan yang bisa dibeli di apotik tapi vitamin dalam Komedi Nakal, “Vitamin Cium dan Dipeluk” gituz loh…ha..ha..

Ah tarik ulur waktu emang fun, lebih fun dari tarik ulur benang layangan.
Pokoknya gua harus bikin dia panas dingin, gua harus bikin dia mabok kepayang dulu.
Sepertinya suasana kantor mengerti akan gejolaak asmara Chessa and Jack, ruangan sudah sepi, hari ini emang banyak yang tidak ngantor, Jumat gituz loh, ya pada madol lah.

Tanpa disadari Jack sudah berdiri dibelakang kursi Chessa, tangannya yang kekar mendarat di pundak Chessa, dari bahu perlahan tapi pasti turun ke dua bukit indah Chessa, bibirnya yang hangat mulai menempel di telinga Chessa, lidah hangatnya bermain di leher, halus dan hangat membangkitkan birahi yang terlarang.
Chessa sudah kehilangan akal sadarnya, dia begitu menikmati belaian dan cumbuan Jack. Chessa yang uncontrollable tidak mungkin bisa menulis lagi, sebaliknya dia siap menerkam balik Jack.
Chessa tidak menghiraukan lagi seribu rayuan Jack yang sudah basi, dia sudah tahu apa yang diinginkan Jack.

Entah bagaimana Chessa telah duduk dipangkuan Jack dan ciuman maut pun terjadi antara dua insan yang sama-sama terbuai gejolak birahi yang begitu membara.
Oh…oh ciuman Jack begitu dasyat, Chessa benar-benar lumat dalam samudera asmara, lupa akan siapa dirinya dan siap lawannya, Chessa benar-benar sudah sudah insane, dia sudah melupakan doa yang dipanjatkan tiap hari sebelum berangkat kerja.
“Tuhan jauhkan aku dari godaan Jack, aku takut padaMu Tuhan, aku tidak ingin jatuh dalam dosa.”
Begitulah doa Chessa setiap harinya. Persetan dengan doa, iblis terus merayu dan berhasil memenangkan hati Chessa yang lemah.
Chessa sungguh tak berdaya, tak kuasa menahan gejolak hatinya. Dari ciuman hingga pelukan semua terasa begitu indah dan nikmat namun harus segera diakhiri karena hari mulai gelap, mereka harus segera pulang sebab ada yang menanti di rumah. Jack mengantari Chessa karena hari akan hujan.

Setiba di rumah Chessa lemas tak berdaya, dia masih membayang-bayangi indahnya cumbuan Jack. Ciuman yang begitu dasyat, rasanya sulit dilenyapkan dari benak Chessa.
“Entah mengapa aku tidak bisa tidur, aku masih merasakan hangatnya bibirmu, lidahmu liar bagaikan ular dalam mulutku, tangan kekarmu meremas dadaku, kau cium dan kau gigit dengan mesra. Jari-jari nakalmu buas bergerilya di hutan belantara dibalik celana silk ku yang tipis. I have no words to say, you fly me to the moon, cumbuanmu meluluh lantakkan tubuh mungilku.
Ciumanmu begitu berkesan, begitu indah, begitu manis di hatiku. I swear to the God, I never have such a hot kiss before.
Aku tak kuasa mengendalikan diri, aku terjerat dalam pesonamu. Aku merasa bukan diriku, aku begitu liar membalas cumbuanmu, dadaku sesak merasakan remasan tanganmu, begitu kuat namun penuh kelembutan, aku tenggelam dan tunduk dalam birahi asmaramu.
Ah Jack, you are marvelous, you are wonderful, you know how to turn me on. Tubuhku semakin lemas tak bertenaga, aku sungguh pasrah, aku tak sanggup menahan badai asmara yang begitu bergolak dan bebas dalam jiwaku.
Ciumanmu jauh lebih indah dari ciuman pertama. Kamu mengundangku untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang lebih dasyat, lebih bergelora yang belum pernah aku dapatkan.
Akankah ? haruskan kita dapatkan semua itu ?’
Chessa menuangkan semua curahan hatinya dalam diary dan menyimpannya rapat-rapat. Rahasia ini tidak boleh ada yang tahu, biar kusimpan jadi kenangan manis antara aku dan Jack.

Flowers

I just saw a brochure, it is about flowers bouquet. The pictures were so beautiful, I know it could be nicer and more beautiful if we can see , smell and touch it.

Do you agree with me if I said “Every woman loves Flowers and every one has favorite flowers”
Sometimes it comes to my mind, we are very lucky to have a beautiful planet where we can live on. This reminds me how Mighty God that He is.

Some people express their love and feeling with flowers. Flowers is not  only used in party but it is used in ceremony and funeral too. How do you wish somebody to recover or get well soon, I bet you, it might be flowers, yes I know some people prefer to send fruits or cookies .And some would rather do visit and have a chat and some who are very busy or live far a part usually send a card, rite.

Ah ….ha what do man usually give woman on Valentine Day ?
Sure…very sure flowers is the answer, Roses, Daisy, Orchid, Catleya or even Bougenville but don’t ever give a woman Sun Flower he…he… it it too big to bring, rite.

I love flowers and my favorite is Rose, red Rose. I think that Rose is the most beautiful flower but it has torn. I wonder why God creates Rose like that, maybe and just maybe and this is only my thought, I think God want to let us know that inside the beauty of  women there is a beast heart but it depends on the woman. If she can’t control her kind heart the beast will take over and then she will be trapped in her wild and greedy desire.
So don’t ever judge a woman by her beauty face but look into her inner beauty. It must balance between external and inner beauty to be a perfect woman.

Dreams…….

I have dream……
This is the song of  one kind of cigarette’s advertisement that you can see on TV. It reminds me of my dream…I know every body have dream.
“A man without dream is like a bird without wings “
Still remember the proverb above.

Since I was young, I have so many dreams. I want to be doctor, I want to go around the world, and I want to have a good family. I never dream to be rich or famous. Rich and famous is not in my dream list. I just want to have a natural life. I never wish I am always happy because I know that is impossible. Without sorrow I don’t know what happy is.

Dreams…..are dreams, some come true but some run too fast and too high so I can’t reach it.
Doctor…I realized that I would never be a real doctor because of the financial & family problem, I had to consider it, I turned my step to be a numeric doctor, I mean to be accountant because I know the school was cheaper and I could work even I haven’t graduated yet. Even mom and dad divorced I still keep on reaching my dream, nothing can stop me. I have a great spirit to make them proud of me, to make them rely on me.
Yes that is me and I can make it. December 1996 I graduated from university and I found quite good job too.

Now I start to dream again…. Do you wanna know my new dream? It’s better I don’t tell you because this is very secret, It is about ….. Oh …no…. I just worry that you will laugh at me…..
Ok….be patient, one day I will tell you…….
When I have already reached it, I will let you know…

Good Friends


Love is a very good topic to discuss, to talk about, to write and think of. I guess every body agrees with my opinion. It is easy to find love novels in book stores because human can be separated from love even sometimes it hurts and breaks our heart. Sometime people never realize one thing that is worth to have in this wild world, what is that ? Do you see the words written above?

Good Friend.
Do you have a good friend ?
How many good friend do you have ?
What is good friend for you ?
Am I right thinking that every body must have good friend, one, two or three maybe.
Good friend is some one who gonna share the happiness and sorrow together with you, some one who are closed to you, some who you can trust on.
A good friend is a friend who always having a shoulder to cry on, a friend to rely on.
A good friend is not only nice talking to but always listening to every single word which comes out from your mouth.

I have some good friends and they are part of my life. They always cheer me up when I am sad, they share their laughter with me, they are not only generous but they are very kind.
Do you ever think that good friend is not always human being but they can be something, something which has a great meaning for you. For me books are my best friend, they told me so many thing that I never know before. They teach me how to be  a good friend, how to maintain it and how to win their heart. I think I should thank them for being here for me, comfort me and warm my heart.with their knowledge, they brighten my mind so I feel more confidence.
One more thing, I am going to thank some one special who I just know but I feel very comfortable with, someone who inspire to write